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A Letter to Al
I wrote this on my personal blog as well:
Dear A,
I haven’t seen you since 29th December. How have you been? I hope you are doing good.
New Year’s celebration got a little crazy. It was one of those days I wished I had infinite power life for my cellphone battery. I had a great time celebrating with my good friends. It may have been better if you were around, but I know you are having a good time celebrating with your pals too((:
How’s things over at your side? Is the weather too cold? Are you eating well? Are you so caught up with work that you can’t even get a good rest at night? These are just some of the things that I am asking at the back of my head, but I know I am probably just worrying too much for a man like you who have lived on your own for years.
Things are picking up at my side. Got real mudane at my worksite a while ago until I am officially “crowned” the chief engineer of the new site. Whilst the last we met I told you about this new site, I may be reporting there earlier than expected, probably in less than a month. It will be more difficult for me to meet you then, I am just praying for the best.
I haven’t told you but you know what? I felt so upset talking to my babygirl last night. She’s pretty against of us being together, with your busy schedule and hard-to-decipher kinda lifestyle. But I really don’t feel that upset over that. I don’t believe that at this stage we should know exactly what each of us are doing, who we exactly hang out with, where are you….. I mean I do want to know, but some things will be known gradually.
I am sad because I actually gave up on you at one point. Even though I didn’t show much, that’s something that made me real upset last year. I am a much braver, daring girl than that! But a previous failed relationship taught me to be more careful. But now, I am regretting I gave up cos I thought I will be hurt.
What can be happier than being with you at this point?
I love missing you. Honestly. I never knew missing someone can be do happy. There’s something for me to look forward to each day. And knowing you might be thinking of me… I am contented even though you are still in my life. But let’s pray for the best.
Love,
Your babygirl
